a change of skin. cos i'm feeling restless. no music this time.. hahaha

perhaps i shouldnt have quitted my job so early.. staying at home makes me feel like i'm a recluse. wanna go out, but then when i'm out i feel like i have no energy to do anything. what is wrong with me? =(

people online dont talk, and nobody tags..
another friend cant make it to NTU, haiz.
i'm scared uni life is not what i imagine, what will become of me then? in the doldrums of depression everyday? will i be homesick? new things kinda scares me.. i was never brave.. =(

slacking life is good, and once again, when i least expect it, people suddenly blog. haha and i gotta catch up!
watching scv whole day long,same as ql=p nothing much happened, just that shell n i went out yesterday, and both of us didnt buy anything! *gasp* but actually did not know what to buy la..
planning for hostel-what should we bring? a fridge? hahaha

~*a new life awaits ahead*~

i got a new skin that i like very much, but it is harry potter based.. so i shall wait till the movie is out before i use it.. hahaha =p

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize.Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows
emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

quite true i find it..what do you think?

i should stop dwelling on it, move past it, since grumbling aint no use. make myself feel worse only. haiz.
didnt buy anything today, going out again tomorrow, and driving on sun.working on mon. life is monotonous, as i have made it.

flowers my darling sent me today at work! hee, my lousy hp camera not doing justice to their beauty.. =p thanks dear! 

files~! one last portrait of the life i leave behind~!hooray! 

supposed to put my pictures up, but i'm lazy.. take a look anyway if you want..but be warned,i'm not a pro photographer, and ya, lazy caption too.. load take super long!

need to log in before u can view though..

http://www.imagestation.com/album/index.html?id=2125408274

the thing that is on my mind is still on my mind.. but i will be optimistic, everything will be ok in the end=)
finally quitting in 2 days!yay~! but perhaps i shall work for mum at shuqun pri. maybe..
mum stole my digicam. dont know what to say. haiz.
cheer up people!=D

i need to know what to do.. but i dont know how to sort out the messy things in my head. i could choose the easy way out, but i dont want to. yet to continue as it is, i will be facing pressure. what do i want?

"when everything seems to be coming your way, you know you're in the wrong lane"

if ever i think my parents dont love me, pls shout at me. if ever i break their heart again, pls pls slap me. these 2 people, together with my brother, are the people who love me the most. since the day i was born. unconditionally, selflessly loving me. i am so so so fortunate, and i did not learn to realise and treasure till today. sometimes i wonder if i should be the younger sister, my brother looks after me more than i look after him. i shant ever say stupid things again to hurt them in a pique of anger.

i'm touched by my family, the way they love me, and i love them too.

went shopping with ql today, walked 3 places, bought nothing. unbelievable.

my feet hurts.
my darling's sick.
and i still havent talked to my mum.

frustrated, but forcing myself to smile.why?

i cant quit this friday, saddened. but oh well, the end of work is not too far, it's next wed! =) shall celeb after that!

hostel thing causing a rift in my family. why after 19 years, they dont seem to trust me? words cant describe just how disappointed i am..

staying with shell =) uni's starting and there's so many things to do! yay~!the feeling of going back to school is just delicious! hahaha

sad to hear problems with friends' relationships, but i believe they will tide over it, and then, eternity will await them in the future one day =)

hostel problem not solved, kinda frustrated.

even after 5 years of marriage, my aunt still calls her husband darling, and he gave her flowers on her birthday. her only lament, aiyar, why you never send to office lemme haolian? put in car got use ar? haha

i'm not exactly very independent, but as soon as i can, i will move out. i dont wanna live under your manipulative authoritarian rule anymore. except that it will probably break my dad's heart.

not a kid anymore, let me free.

a 5.0 megapixels sony cybershot is good, just that to upload pics you take damn long. ntu's matriculation package is here! but who can be my roommate? =( driving lesson again tomorrow, i think i suck at driving.. haha dear u go learn driving then drive me around k? =p

talking crap...shhhh!

hey heyz! back in singapore! but i din buy much souvenirs-sorry people! nothing much to buy lehz.. but i had a fun time though, my mum's colleagues were very 38, gave almost everybody in the group nicknames. and the meals provided were super sumptuous, minimum 6 courses per meal. can you imagine? i no waist liao la.. hahah

my mum bought a lot of mud products though-translate to chinese la.. had to carry like siao. but both my pa and her happy can liao. actually i also quite happy lehz, cause i talked to my brother alot.. but one thing no good, my mum treats us like we're 13. i went taiwan for 7 days at 16, and she cant trust me to take care of myself at the age of 19. hahaha. nvm..

missed sg after staying for 5 days in msia. contradictory ar? but clean toilets and my own bed is just too heavenly to forget. and how could i not miss the person i left my heart with? =p

tired, but happy. load pics another day.. =) take care!

one more day to end of week! yay~!! then is shopping day with baoying and hong,followed by cds alumni dinner.. driving lesson on sun,hopefully can see dear after that, adn monday i'm off! dont miss me too much!=p

slipper disintegrated today 15minutes before i could get off work.the centre strap dislocated(imagine abit la) then at the first floor lift lobby, the side strap dislocated (again, imagine the scenario) too! and i was laughing at it for a good whole 3 minutes, before i pushed sok to get scotchtape for me from the security people who were trying hard not to laugh. hahah and so, that pair of lousy slippers ended its life, in the rubbish bin. hahahha

sok ask me how could anyone love somebody else so much?